Bon and ChESS

15 - 17th May 2010

ChESS activity~

best! gonna miss the moment....

the 4th is about to end, WORSTED!

ooooyeah, Industrial Process is the only paper left to be written hehehe...

yup, last 3 weeks is my Final Examinations' Season...yup, first is Mat 235, easy on the class, but hard like hell when it come to exam's hall!

the next day is Thermodynamic, yeah I repeat, THERMO man! the subject that impossible for a normal man, like me, ehem, to study it last minute! hah!

then the fucking subject called KJM...it all about circuit...CIRCUIT! FUCK! HEY IM CHEMICAL ENGINEERING STUDENT YOU KNOW!...so there he goes! puff! nothing that I can answer well! F**K!

Then Unit operation..OBE style of question make me feel like stupid person in this world..

Math 285! simple!

and tomorrow, Industrial Process! last! goodluck!!!!!!!

only exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.







she still try to give her best to love him with her full heart...
but the thing is, this guy never knew that she love him...she confuse, whether to "keep her straight face" or gone to find a "love never last" in her heart...

but she question herself...does it "ever worth a risk"
trauma because her parent divorce, her life in her family ruin, without any smile..

and she still confuse to her own feels...she love him, and actually dream about this guy every night, and he will gone early in the morning...and she confuse why do he always in her heart? and it confuse her that this kind of feel "leave her with a proof it is not a dream"...

and lastly she say "you are only exception 4 time" and she about to believe to her own feels, that is, her destiny to fall in love to this guy

"and Im on my way to believing" means that she end this story with otw to tell her love to this guy...

that is why on the last scene of the video, she return back to where she sleeping, meaning that she believe her dream, and want to make it real...

love this song very much!

TO much for a DAY!

hey!

MATH 285 already passed, not to mention thermo, just now~

Hmm....next is MATH 235!

let see.....hmmm....owh~ I guess I got perfect score for my MAT 235~ be careful~~

What is all this blog about?

dunno~

dunno~ seriously dunno~

8 April 20 fucking 10

today : like usual, it was a boring day. Classes, "UN-understanation", and fucking sleepy. what happen to me lately....

I realise that I experience a syndrome called "fed up". Yaa...Im really fed up with my life as a student here in UiTM... same routine, EVERYDAY! make me kindda bored to study and all the books...where are you MOHD. FAIZALL ALI..easily lost to this crazy world..

Next week, no! starting this Friday, I got test Unit Operation, Saturday I got report to submit, Sunday I got test Industrial Process, Monday I got Math 285 test, Tuesday got Thermodynamic, wednessday got Math 235 test and lastly, friday 16th, I got KJM test~

W........................T............................F this kinda test..give us directly and almost "killed" me....



but what a sec..It is Mr. Faizal Ali who we talking about... He need no worry all about this stupid test...




PIECE A CAKE


Yeap...I swear I will score A to all my test...yeah! Im crazy enough to finish CRAZY thing~ hehehehehehehehahahahahahahahihiihihihihhiihihihihihhiuhuhuuhuuhuhuhuhuuhu!

Today, 31 Mac 2010

Last 27 mac, I success handling dinner for my faculty, yeah Im the only one handling the dinner, yeah2...you all just pay the fucking $55 ticket, shutup and eat the fucking chinese meal!

yeah, Firstly, I sold the ticket...it fucking hard to sold those ticket to fucking member of my faculty, because they are fucking broke! yeah to many reason to buy those ticket make me feel so fed up!

then Im assigning people to work with me~ you know what their task is? ASSIGN OTHER PEOPLE to work with them~ nice task yeah~

then, after the assigning matter, I incharge to take my university bandset to the hotel, WTF, witout no budget, I manage to get the bandset to the hotel, then get it back to U~

Study? suck! i never get dean list
fuck!

report for the dinner? no one want to write it, so then it back to me..mr YES SIR...fuck

fight for your right

today, a very hard day for my family. Imbalance. the happiness were slightly imbalance.

I know the root of the problems need to be rid of. Killing? I need to kill him? no..

I will fight for it...fight, until he lose and beg me for mercy. and at that day, no more mercy for him...yup...

How do I enable to do that so?

1. Study hard to score my college things
2. Get a good job
3. earn money, lot of money
4. money, more and more = gain power
5. REVENGE
6. REVENGE until he admit his own sin, beg for forgiveness
7. and I finish him off little by little
8. then to his entire family
9. then his bloodline


Be careful to My family, a family tree's from Madina.

it getting weak and weaker

huh...I need to booster! a roller coaster! and arrow and fly faster...breaking this mist of confusion and unmanageable problems!

I lose...lose to myself...human called Mohd. Faizall Ali...he the worst human need to be beat up until he admit his own sins, and all the bad thing that he already done... I need to be stronger...I need good iman, good management in this world...Please Faizall...I need you to do this..to me and to yourself..

remember your parent, your mission, your dream, and your responsibilities.

you a very special human..and Im the very lucky one to be choose as your soul...please be careful..be nice to me..please~

today, 010310

a day after CHeSS family day.

got sunburn, and feel very tired.
Manage to take good photo with 75-300mm lens..credit to Zul Fadli

This week is another pack week.

tomorrow got presentation, Wednesday got math's quiz, Thurs for KJM's test and the rest, I need to update my notes

need no rest? or I cant rest?

btw, I need to recalled my mission.. a 4flat student, insyaAllah...

ya Allah, pimpinla aku supaya menjadi pelajar yang cemerlang, dan berjasa kepada Ibubapa ku, dan sesungguhnya aku mencari keredhaan mu di muka bumi mu ini...maka bimbing lah aku ke jalan yang benar... amin...

Today

holiday again....

I back to my house, driving Zura's wira car~

hm...2 more day for ChESS family day~

borrowed Zul's lens, 75-300mm

Hope I finish all my assignment and tuto by sat, b4 I enjoy my weekend~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Holiday and Study

holiday~

I really enjoy this CNY holiday since I have camera to shoot something and people very like it....??? I dont know, but somehow I got some new photographer friends.

Out for shooting at Sarjana to Waterfront, 18 Feb 2010, I joined Sarawak Photographer's Group and learn a few things about the DSLR..they already advance!~~

Strobs, flash, problems, and many more...I guess this 400d body's not enough for the pro.



Study?

I start to struggle for achieve 4 flat for this semester, even though I not that smart student. But if I keep thinking that I not that kind of person, I keep "caging" my mind.

Just like big bro say, I need to break my mind's barrier.


I need to struggle hard, Study Study Study Study Study Study and actually, I really enjoy it^^

For the sake of my Mother, my Father, my family, and Islam :

I need to aim my best.

Ya Allah... Guide my way to be the best EH110 student and give me the strength to against all the challenge to make me the best. amin.

Morning Cloud

I stare the sky, beautiful sky. I love you
The cloud, again, want to tell me a story, a story of the beauty.
He draw it nicely, came from the sea
He want to tell me a story, a true story.

The cloud dance, the concept change, the rain
I love your drawing, oh god, I fell in love with your art.

I swear I'm believer
I swear I believe.

Oh cloud, your creator is One.
He draw me, a cloud, direct to my heart, a masterpiece
I swear, and I believe.
Im happy, stand, and Stand, cover with your arts. Story of beauty,

I believe.

Workshop...

today I went to workshop, playing with the machine, CNC workshop is the best..

Actually, I feel very happy at ILPKS,

Why?

because I woke up early at Saturday morning, and gone to workshop with UiTM bus, very comfortable and professional bus. Then when I arrived at ILPKS, I do breakfast, very best breakfast in the morning, and then study and do some mechanical's work.

Somehow, I feel very happy, having the such a life at Saturday. And I want to do it again~^

the 3rd week of Part 4 Chemical Eng. Student's Life

yup, repeat paper make my world turn to the most chaotic planet in UiTM.

I dont know that even repeat one subject make the timetable clash with my new major subject. WTF

And now I need to change my class due to class clash and gone to the new "world" called CIVIL ENG. class.

Boring!

But, I try my best to score and be the top of the top for this semester... Wait and see all you AD student and also 3 pointer.

060110

Skip the whole class for today for Driving Class.

Tomorrow, JPJ test. Insyaallah, I pass it.

Very sad and jealous, as I see my friend had no repeated subject in this term. Its ok.
I try my best to score dean list for this semester.

Already learn Unit Operation by sir juplin. Understand nothing

Clash subject seclude make me so down. Wake up. It a test for you.

No more joking, no more enjoy

Do crazy thing, but dont be crazy

Hadapi dengan senyuman.

Love you mom for your "forever" support. Muah!
Love you dad for being my "toughest" father in the world.

I'm not a good son. Still you invest me everything in this world, only for me.

I love you both. Muah!

target for the coming semester

Try to be:

1. Organize, WELL ORGANISED
2. Honest in Everything
3. Hardworking
4. Simple
5. Study Hard and Smart
6. Hygiene
7. Economical
8. Consistent and Persis

The New Semester Began Soon

Haa~ Semester four...with extra repeated subject! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

What Happening

Canon Equipment Checklist

Equipment need to buy to upgrade my Canon 400D

Lens:::

1. Canon 50mm f/1.8 II ::: RM350

2. Canon 18-55mm f/3.0 kit lens :::RM450

Flash:::

1. Nissin Speedlite ::: RM 480

Bag:::

Canon DSLR bag ::: RM 90

Battery:::

400D battery ::: RM100